It was a very sad day when Jeff Hodges took his
life on April 29, 1999, in Austin, Texas. Jeff, also known as Little
Calvin and The Auger, was a longtime bandmate of both
Chris Duarte and John Jordan. In 1986, Jeff, Chris, and Paul Babb formed
the original Bad Boys. Jeff was the one who introduced John Jordan to Chris.
Jeff, Chris and John played together in the Bad Boys, as well as other gigs
with Junior Medlow, Sandy Allen, and the Vanguards, throughout the 1980s
and early 90s. A great drummer, Jeff was also a songwriter, terrific
singer, and artist. He wrote two songs, Prodigal Son and Jody,
on the rare 1987 Chris Duarte and the Bad Boys album. In 1990,
when Chris hit rock-bottom and left for New Hampshire, it was Jeff that
loaded his drums and cat on his motorcycle and drove up to join his friend
for the summer. Jeffs friendship and his musical companionship were
invaluable to Chris during that time. Playing as the Chris Duarte Band,
and as Rebop, they tore it up in the Northeast. Jeff did most of the singing
and when he went back to Texas it kind of forced Chris to step up and do
vocals. When Chris came back to Texas in the fall of 91 he joined
with John and Jeff to form the Chris Duarte Group. In the last few years
Jeff had been playing with Tracy Conover, Miss Lavelle White, and Appas
Blues Power. Two other songs of his, I Wanna Know and Rich
Mans Daughter, appear on a 1998 CD by Appas Blues Power.
A memorial jam was held at Joes Generic Bar in Austin on May 18th.
Jeffs drums were set up and Chris, Scott Chester, Paul Mills, Walter
Trout and many other friends came to play and celebrate his life. Jeff Hodges
played a big part in the development of the Chris Duarte Group and his relentless
energy is in view every time Chris and John hit the stage. Here are some
thoughts from Chris and John on their friend, Jeff Hodges:
Jeff Hodges.
The very name speaks many memories to me. He was also known as Calvin to
his immediate family, to old friends probably Curly, either way Jeff, as
he is fondly remembered to me, is a friend that contributed more in my life
than just the special music that helped shape the Chris Duarte Group.
Ive known Jeff for just about thirteen years and even though we havent
been close the last five, the bond was always there when we saw each other
in a club or on the streets. Jeffs energy was almost boundless; its
amazing what he could do and how long his stamina sustained when the good
times rolled in. His wired Cajun idiosyncrasies and his tell all
eyes were both captivating and infectious. Ill never forget his stubborness
that he displayed at times with that hard head of his, which no doubt has
endured more knocks and hits than humanly possible. When he set his sights
on an immediate goal, his course stayed true and the full brunt of his tenacity
was brought to bear upon achieving that goal.
I consider myself lucky, for I was able to get to know his whole family,
sit down and break bread with them. His parents took me in as one of their
own and let me sleep in their home on numerous occasions which made me feel
very proud to be accepted. I feel the hurt that is caused by this senseless
and regrettable taking of his life. For George, John, Jennifer, Joe and
his parents, plus all the spouses and children; I also grieve with you.
The one thing that I truly loved about Jeff was the giving and kind spirit
he possessed. He would mix in his riotous, left-of-center humor with a crazy
anecdote to relate his point, and before you knew it you were smiling again
and the sun would start to shine once more upon the gray day you were just
having. Jeff was constantly giving his great days away just so there would
be more happiness in the world. If Jeff was having a great day and you were
having a bad day, Jeff would give you his just so you wouldnt be sad.
I just wish that I couldve been there with Jeff that day so that I
could have given him my great day. - Chris
Dear Jeff,
There are two major categories of friendship: there are the friends you
can call when youve gotta move a piano or a deep freeze, and
there are the other friends that are not going to move a piano or a deep
freeze.
I remember you helping me move a big dresser and a bed into my daughters
upstairs room - through a window, because the spiral staircase was way too
narrow. You were holding on to a fire escape ladder with your toes, hoisting
furniture up with a rope, scraping skin off your back, blinking sweat out
of your eyes in the 100-degree heat of Austin in August. You were singing
a Stevie Wonder tune, occasionally interjecting that there had better-by-God
be some cold beer in our foodgerator.
I remember how you lashed a huge coffee thermos to the engine well in the
van, driving 15 hours straight, then staying awake to keep me company when
it was my turn to drive.
I remember what a great storyteller you were.
I remember how passionate you were. How impulsive.
How brave. How true. You were a tiger in a world of kitty cats.
I remember.
A man gets busy, and loses track even of people he loves, and I lost track
of you. Im so sorry, Jeff. I truly thought that you were immortal.
I miss you.
Peace.
Love.
Always.
- John